I feel the lack of energy fill up my chest, like a cement being poured over my heart. Aching for something that is not there, yet not wanting time to pass by. I feel trapped in a void of sheer suspension, of bleak sorrow. While i search for an answer to assuage my corroded brain i feel forgotten, an after thought in people's ever changing and highly exiting manifesto's. To their HD television or bubble gum flavored gossip. And while i try not to be forgotten i find myself being pushed by the current of values and morals distorted by the mass thirst for inane entertainment.