If Only

If only at night, when my mind starts drifting,

I could think, if only if only,

If only we could let our shame leave for an hour or so

and dance in light of our love.

Scattering crystals of moonlight and teardrops onto the eyes of the night.

But if only wont come, and if only won't soothe me, and if only just torments my soul.

So if only you could, care like you should,

then maybe I wouldn't be writing.